where to go from here?

So yesterday my frinends and I sat around thinking...what should we all do next? Amsterdam? Berlin? CAIRO? I got very excited at that idea...but we decided that it wouldnt work heh. Then we really discussed it all..got serious. Money, meeting friends...etc. We are going to have to break up and go ont he rest of our trips seperately for the most part. The couple have to go to Budapest in 2 days to meet a friend. Another guy has to go to Croatia. The liverpool guy needs to go back to Rome. So, I figure...well I might as well move on to Barcelona, like I was suppposed to!

My friend Paddy will be there in a day or two and our new friend from Wash DC we met here in Florence is going in a day or two also...so atleast I can hang out with them. But itll be good for me to be completely on my own for a bit too. Its been a few days or insanity. I am loving all of this, having the time of my life...i can just feel it getting a bit old. So I need to change my scenery and do something different! Liven it up a bit. Its getting colder here too. Barcelona will be nice!

The shopping here is incredible, I am just so angry I cant really buy anything because of how expensive and big it all is! Damn backpacking.

This is the first time I am not sure what to write. We havent done that much here in Florence. Went to teh Uffizi, saw the David, the Duomo, walked around a lot...but thats it. ITs been more just hanging out which is nice. Relaxing too. I just dont like the idea again of me not knowing exactly what I am doing next. It used to be the fun of it, now its a bit annoying..but still fun heh. Whatever, I am sure something great and exciting will happen...and Ill have fun. I really miss home and people still, of course...but its getting better. Actually, Its not that its getting better really, im just getting numb to it or learning to deal with it better. So thats good. But its still hard.

Think we are going back to Rome tomorrow morning than we all split up in our different ways. Ill miss these kids, we really bonded and had a lot of fun. I hope we all meet again. Its good for people to meet again in life. a lot of these party nights i just wish i could be home in ny in my bed curled up cuddling watching a movie. i miss that and boy, was it nice. much better than the partying. oh well. this is good too.

i want to watch moulin rouge.